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I suffer, that I may behold - Divine discipline
(Horatius Bonar/Johannes Thomas Rüegg)

Divine discipline.

Patior ut videam.

1. I suffer, that I may behold, when pain
  has passed away, thy face in righteousness.
It is the suffering here that fits the soul
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2. I suffer, that these dim, dim eyes of mine
  may thus be purified, and made to see
afar off even now, and farther still,
  in the vast vistas of eternity.

3. Only the touch of suffering can remove
  this earth-born dulness from my narrow sight;
only the healing which the rod imparts
  can fit me for beholding holy light.

4. I suffer, that I may behold the cross
  in all its fitness for a soul like mine;
who but a sufferer knows what such a cross
  can mean, or see its glory fully shine?

5. I suffer here, that I may taste the joy
  hereafter in the city of the blessed;
that I may bear the brilliance that shall burst
  upon us in the Paradise of rest.

6. Our present light affliction, which endures
  but for a moment, worketh for us there
a weight of glory, such as sorrow here
  alone can fit us to possess or bear.

7. Only the pressure of a loving hand,
  a hand as tender as divinely wise,
can lift these drooping eyelids, and impart
  true health and vigour to these sickly eyes.

8. I suffer, that I may be strong to gaze
  upon the glory yet to be revealed;
glory which we shall yet in joy behold,
  when earthly vision shall be purged and healed.

9. O silent arrows of the Lord my God,
  O secret touches of a hand unseen,
O sharpness of the sweet but bitter rod,
  yet softness of the still small voice within.

Horatius Bonar, The Song of the New Creation, 1872, 31-33.

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